Today. Truthfully.

I have a mess of discs and images scattered across my desks. I need to find the addresses for them. 

I feel utterly overwhelmed. I know I’m going to forget something.

I feel a bit alone. 

I realize that most the time, I’m not one of those people who views the world as rainbows and loveliness. Truthfully, I see it’s darkness more often. (And that makes my job ironic.)

I feel like I’m going cross-eyed from staring at a computer screen till 5am last night and all day today. 

I am making lists of all the shit that has to get done before we leave, and when we get back, and the list makes me want to cry. A bit. 

I feel like I’m not doing a very good job. 

I wish I could go to bed and watch movies and eat ice cream.